I added a flash today... its really bad and its really old... lol. I suck at flash... The image I used was from my friend peter... hope he doesnt get mad that I used it for the screenshot... lol. I just didnt know what else to use? anyways!

I am really happy today because I am the luckiest person alive. I share the most real love, most surreal relationship with the best person alive! I have never felt so connected to anyone, I have never felt so wanted in my life. I wanna scream their name out but I just... can't. Not here... not now... but one day I will. And that is the day that I will embrace all happiness... that is the day that I will know where I am, thats the day when I will be found. But until then I'm lost without my love, and while I have it, I'm gonna stick with it! I hope it lasts till the day I day... hell I know it will! lol.

To those of you who have no idea what the hell is going on... I'm sorry to scare you, but how else do I rant about this kind of stuff? lol. Check back soon, my sites going well... and my heart is finally beating! I'm finally alive!